What is the void? This feeling of meaninglessness? Where did my zest for life go?
You think you have lost it. But No. You are becoming aware of that there is no goal. No there to get to. No mission to accomplish. You are confused because this Inner Calling and Knowing puts you in the immidiate presence of the Now.
You are faced with the Now and you feel confused.
There has been a shift. Tides have turned. Timelines has shifted. It´s no longer Birth- Life – Death. It is Now. The ever present Now.
As you feel there is no Goal you are left with the Question: Now what? What am I supposed to do?
for some it brings up fear, for some anger.. some get lost in mind thinking about meaning and feeling lost.
And those are all energies of attachment.
In the Now you are not attached. You are but present. Open and curious. The invitation for the Unfolding of all the Gifts Life has to offer – including Everything, ALL energies. This shift may seem like a chocking event but it has been a calling and a choice.
You swopped timeline tracks because you wanted MORE. And now that more seems like a lot but is in fact Space. Vast Space of possibility. No reference points. No validition you need to hold on to or seek.
And should you try to attach yourself to antything at all it will not take long before you become aware of it. Anger, depression, sadness, confusion, addiction, restlessness. All uncomfy. Well this may be news to you but the NOW is ALWAYS comfy because it includes Everything. Everything. Yes. Everything. Every energy.
The good news is that the choice has already been made. No need to figure out anything about it – you know yourself. You KNOW.
So TRUST in that you do. Let go.
You may think that by attatching yourself to a “wrong choice scenareo” will create relieef but you are fooled. This place is chosen. It is here. And it is Now. The Mind Maze is an illusion. Let go.
With Love,
Namaste
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Oh yes… I can relate to this – a sense of meaningless and flatness – existence without highs or lows . This was the third or fourth day after my big op. Drugs and pain killers might have contributed. Usually I have tools for feeling with emotional dips , but this was different . It wasn’t pleasant at all. Intangible. Nothing to grab hold of. No words. Fortunately, I had a session with a counsellor , She got me to tell my health issues story , which , I release started 8 years ago. A year ago I ‘d had a total hysterectomy and a year later to the day, my bladder , urethra , some lymph nodes and other surrounding bits were removed. Grief. Grieving . Grieving the loss of body parts . Identity crisis. The counsellor helped me wrap everything up in words enabling me to start my new life . Thanks for this post . Much love , Namasté