Beloved,

We wish to share with you that there is nothing that is ever lost. You fear letting go as if the good you had would not come again. That releasing that which brought you joy would somehow be lost. Or even worse.. you will loose the joy and not receive more joy.
All of this is a play in polarity. Where there is good and there is bad and there is some kind of force that is for you or against you. You fear that if you let the good go it might not come again and you will stand empty handed with nothing but  the grief of loss.
We hold you in our arms.

Letting go of, releasing, the seemingly good and the seemingly bad is an act of Freedom.
That which you set free is an act of choice for something greater to which you have no concept yet. Nothing to cling to. Nothing to strive for. Nothing to crave. This space is that of True freedom.
The good, the joy, the happiness that you have had is within you. In your experience. That which you attach to it have long gone passed. You were there. You were  the creator. The one who created the possibilities and cultivated the space for it to occur. Treasure that from within. Treasure your capacity to create and expereince that which makes you happy.
Happiness is good for you. It is good for your body. It nourishes the inner smile of your soul. But clinging to it is a downward spiral into suffering.
Every moment you breathe. Every moment you see, smell, hear and touch. Every moment is new. Brand new. And is within itself so rich. If you are there. If you cling to the past and strive for the future to fulfil your dreams you are not here. Nor are you now. Time is a construct but the now is here in this moment and nowhere else. It is a sum of all your creations. And what you are in this precious moment is the Mother  of the Next moment. So be aware and true to your core values. And should you faulter and get lost feel no guilt. Guilt is a stone on your waist. Pulling you back down. Guilt has no place in you.  It is also a construct because you are entrained with good and evil. Good and bad. Good and not good. What is good?
Good is no harm. Good is creating connnection. Good is creating freedom. Good is…

Good is what makes you step out of your shell and Shine Your Light. Without fear. Without being trapped in the striving, the clinging and the craving.

Beloved, fear not. Greive no more. You have alwasys done your best and every day, every moment, every second you are more aware and you can make choices based on what you now know. If you relate your now to the past you are pulling yourself down. Realise you are magnificnet. In the Lotus shines the Jewel. So strive for nothing else but to the Light in. The Light that is in you and outside of you and in every atom and molecule and in every galaxy beyond time. Let the fear subside. Embrace the one who clung to fear. Embrace the one who wanted to be right. Embrace all of  you. For once you embrace All of you Freedom is present. Tasting sweeter than anything you have ever known. Once there is nothing to defend you are free. And once you realise all that you are trying to defend passes…  you realise that in this now – In this Right right now Freedom is awaiting you in Loving Arms – You are already there. Because you are Here.